My Final Farewell

My friend once asked me what I would write if I ever made a suicide note. I took out the last names of people. This would be it:

My Final Farewell
By: Haley Fox
To the friends who knew my pain but always ignored me while it happened; to the teachers who never took the time to notice the abuse in their classrooms; to the kids who everyday made my life a living hell; to those who never took a stand against those hurting me; to my few true friends who tried to help me when I was in need; to the “God” who played this sick joke on me by surrounding me with so many cruel faces…
To all of you, I bid you farewell.
I am leaving a place where I never felt love or comfort, where I was always picked on and called a slut all because of one stalker of mine. I will be missed by few, but hold back those tears. You should know you were the only ones stopping me from doing this sooner. To my family, who tried to help me, don’t be upset. I was a failure to begin with.
Will my teachers miss me? Maybe they will because it will reflect poorly on their school. It’s their own fault for not stopping the abuse. For those students who caused me harm everyday, I do not expect you to feel pain for my death, even though you caused it. Let’s take a moment to remember them all:
Tommy-Always calling me a slut/skank. There to change everything I say into a hurtful way that would affect me. Thank you for making this torture end quicker.
Ernesto-One of the boys to start all of the torture. He was always spreading rumors about me. Acted a lot like Tommy.
Omar-A strait up jerk who also called me a slut.
Marco-The main reason who started it all. He called me called me names, started rumors, sexually harassed me, and gave my number to the boy who caused me the most strife.

Maurice-My stalker who got my number from Marco. He told Ernie lies I said, thus the abusing began.
Alonso-Just a plain dick to me in general, caused me hurt almost everyday,
Luis-One of the worst of them all. Called me his “bitch” and a slut. He told me I should kill myself earlier and gave me an idea of how to do it. You should be in jail right now for assisting in suicide!
There are probably more than this, but these are the main boys.
Let me thank those who stopped me from doing this sooner:
Aline, Kristina, Jennifer, Kristen, Madee, Caitlyn, Julie and the rest of you who were there for me-Thank you for making me smile. You kept me happy for a few moments, and I thank you for that. Do not mourn my death…I love you all.
Thank you to all the online friends who were even better to me than the others I knew in real life. I love you all so much.

I do not know what awaits me after this. I wonder if it’ll be internal darkness, maybe heaven, maybe hell? I do not care anymore, I just want to get away from you bastards who ruined my life. I hope you receive consequences from whoever is reading this. I’ve felt a small amount of love, and it’s all because of you. A slut isn’t someone who has a lot of guys liking her, or ever a girl with a lot of boyfriends. A slut is someone who will sleep with anyone, which I haven’t and now never will you dumb asses!

As my life becomes dim, I wonder if anyone out there will even care…I doubt anyone will. I just hope maybe these douches will cut off on the hurtful words…I never had a dream to fulfill, and I’m sorry I never did what any of you wanted me to. One day I hope to see my friends wherever I may end up.
I am off to a place where I will not suffer, or ever shed another tear because of many of you. For those of you that never cared, you should have been a hero for me. For those of you that were, I love you all deeply and truly. Keep living your lives to the fullest, don’t let my death weigh you down. I will be happy that I am away from the cruel world.
Goodbye forever…

(It looked better in the Works Doc XD)

jebus christ.
when do you die?
jk

I'm not sure yet. XD

Where the fuck am I in that note!?

Idk XD

Haley don't talk like that...
Even though I have my own note...
I don't want to think that you would die!
I'll go kick those kid's asses for you. They will regret everything they ever did.

I kicked some of them in their-Wait they don't have any. XD

It's my mom's fault >.> Alcoholic bitch.

I sowwy Haley. You could come to Colorado and live with us ^_^

I always wanted to go there so...I will runaway and come over. =3

AND BRING THE LETTER! X3

THE LETTER IS ALL!
We will adopt you into our family ^_^

Yay! XD

I'll make my bed into a bunk bed! We'll share a room! I hope you aren't alergic to cats either.

Nope! I love kitties! <3

Thats a depressing thing... please dont ever send that to your family

I hope I never have to >.>

i hope no no one i know would ever have to

Oh XD

-head desk-

I will <.<

Poor Haley. ahhaha

Dun say my name

you dun like your name

Its a dumb name